Days of blistered feet and muscle aches.

I dislike the fact that I'm so indecisive,

and that I always feel obliged to do things.

And when you're faced with a choice you had to choose,

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

Question is,

what means the most to me?

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Oh dear, LSLMA class is so boring I'm gonna die.

Captains' ball with the favourite friends later,

I've missed this.

(:

"You always have to be vulnerable to be real"
- As quoted by a good friend.

Just smashed a cockroach with my contract law textbook,
win.

I need more friends in SMU to jew their hours for booking GSR.

Anyway positivity week going positive,
it's Friday already.

And I figured all the reasons why I can never study on a computer,
because I never do get any studying done on the computer.
Need to return to PwC to jew their printer,
those were the days of jew printing.

I've been in school for the past 16 hours,
what the freakz,
is this seriously the life of a law student?
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It's only the second week,
rather half way through the second week only!
Sigh.

The song that always speaks to me.

Thank you Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
as I let you lead,
And thank you, Lord,
for the patience these trials bring.
In that process of growing,
I can learn to care.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do,
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you Lord,
with each trial I feel inside,
that you're there to help,
lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause you promised, Lord,
that with every testing,
that your way of escaping is easier to bear.

But it goes against the way
I am to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
and God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

I thank you, Lord,
for the victory that growing brings.
In surrender of everything
life is so worth while.
And I thank you, Lord,
that when everything's put in place,
out in front I can see your face,
and it's there you belong.

A friend got me thinking that I might not be very sensible afterall,
and thinking about it,
it's admittedly true.

On the contrary,
I think I'm actually quite sensitive.
(Not that it's the antonym of sensible)

I'm not getting emotional,
but I realise that there are so many ways in which I can be better than what I already am.
I just need to constantly keep my emotions in check and not let human nature get the better of me.

Positivity week,
I can do this.
(:

I've got close to 200 hundred pages of readings to complete before the library closes,
wish me luck.
(:

I feel so pathetic,
I'm in the school library on a Sunday afternoon studying.
Can life get any worse than this?
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Worst first week of school ever.

University isn't supposed to be like this.
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Today I came across close to hundred new words in my crim law textbook,
life sucks.
Dictionary.com has officially become my best friend.

Okay guys, new favourite band.
53A's cool, but Sixx is damn good too.
I'm actually deciding if they're better.

They play at Walas every Monday night,
you should hear them if you haven't.
The female vocalist is dope.

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end;

Oppsy I just realised I haven't updated this space for quite a bit.
Anyway the week's been good.

National day was spent celebrating Bao's birthday at Relish in the afternoon with the 4D mates (somewhat) and Devan's birthday at night.

Devan's still such a heart breaker,
I wonder when he'll ever not be cute to me,
maybe never.

Spent the Wednesday morning playing soccer (with the exception of running more than kicking the ball) with the little one.
Then to Biopolis for some really yummy indian buffet.
Shan't elaborate on Xueting's and my really failed attempt at baking.

Thursday was spent in Fairfield playing a friendly against the Bdiv and making a Tiramisu.
Please just remind me again how unfit I am now.
): ):
Stayed over Salady's after.

Friday was the busiest cos I had so many errands to run.
First up was giving Econs tuition to Nathanael at some unearthly time in the morning.
Then I rushed down to JJ for lunch with the girlies,
actually miss time in JJ quite a bit.
Then to Clementi Mall to catch up with Jumana one last time before she leaves for the states.
Then to the Sub courts to watch the AG cup moots.
Then finally to town to meet the girlfriends (Amanda, Jacqueline, Salad, Kelly, Lynnie).

So that was my really busy day that zapped whatever cash my Ezlink card contained.

Yesterday was omega fun too cos we had a night picnic at Marina Barrage.
No thanks to Mommy for not lending me the car that we had to spent an entire hour (? Close to that, exaggeration intended) walking out from the barrage to hail a cab by the highway close to 2am in the morning.
Not cool.

Caught Horrible Bosses with Glenn today,
it's really quite funny.
Chilled for a bit with Salad after.

So this is it,
Hi Law School,
it's as though I've been waiting my whole life just to get tormented by you in the next four years.
Wish me luck.

It was a good weekend;

Friday afternoon was well spent in town with Amanda, Salad and Zijie,
followed by Timbre with the university friends.
Good company, good night.

Saturday was exceptionally long because there was some prize giving ceremony at JJ in the morning followed by ballet in the afternoon and Kim's 21st at night.
Oh yes and supper at Upper Thomson thereafter.

Sunday was best cos I caught up with Yiling after close to an entire month (that's how long I've been away)
Caught Captain America with Glenn later that afternoon too.
And he made me watch the ManU vs ManCity match at night.
Zilch knowledge on how to appreciate soccer matches.

Today was productive too because I met dear Corinne for lunch.
Captains' ball at school in the later afternoon.
And I'm really happy cos I wasn't such a sloth on court today,
and I really miss playing with Glenn and Caleb so much.
Free Popeye's for dinner too.
So that's my day.

Lastly,
Happy birthday Singapore.
And Baoyue.
And my favouritest Devan!!
(: (:

Okay I think I'm just about prepared for university to start,
enough of feeling unprepared and unconfident of myself,
I'm moving on.
(:

Nua days with Amanda are always the best,
love you Boobies, best nua partner ever.

Night out with the girls to celebrate the August babies birthday.
Time spent with them always feels right.


You've gotta admit I've got quite a skill for taking mirror shots.


Happy Birthday Gina,
love you very much.
Thanks for always being so sincere to those around you.
I really miss having you around.


My very loved girlfriends.


The August Babies.

Always remember to always remember God's grace.

I'm super happy cos Penny's in the same class in me for all my law mods,
oh yay things couldn't get any better.
(: (:

Timetable's out,
I've got an off day on Tuesday and a really short day on Friday so I guess that's good.
But tell me again how am I suppose to sit through three hour classes?
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And my Wednesdays are omega long,
think starting school at 8.30 and ending at 6.45.
Sucks to be me on Wednesdays!

I need cash,
who wants to hire me for two weeks?
(:

It's August;

And that sucks cos two thirds of the year has gone by,
how was yours spent?